Conner

Today was one of those days where I felt in the flow. And I felt and saw synchronicity unfolding before my eyes. I was able to clean the kitchen, put away clean clothes, play horsies, make lunches, brush Deia’s hair and actually put it in a braid, prep some food for dinner, enjoy my … Continue reading Follow the Sun

A year ago, I found myself 41 weeks pregnant, in pre labor for 3 weeks, exhausted, and trying to control every part of my life… So the four of us Kleins headed to my parents condo at Turtle Bay. I took a shot of gin, we went to Lei Leis for dinner, had a … Continue reading The Un-Doing

Christmas night: Gavin and his bike slide on driveway in slow motion right before dinner. I go into Mom mode. The mind is spinning. Conner needs to nurse. Gavin needs something. What? Leg hurts. How bad is it? Where do we go? Whom do we call? Which emergency room? Ice. Children’s tylenol. Arnica. Breathe. Conner … Continue reading There is more wisdom in your body than in your deepest philosophy. — Zarathustra Part I, Chapter 4, On the despisers of the Body (1885)

Well, Sir William, what happens when you cannot sleep at night? What happens when you don’t sleep night after night? Well, of course… You are unable to think in the morning, surely unable act (normally and consciously) in the noon. And you just want to eat all day to try and give yourself energy. When I … Continue reading “Think in the morning. Act in the noon. Eat in the evening. Sleep in the night.” William Blake